
The moon didn't work, and right now our birthmom is having a panic attack and won't get out of bed. She didn't go to her doctors appointment, she is terrified to get out of bed and have another placenta abruption, she won't even pee, she is in tears and is really worrying me. I think she is doubting her decision somewhat too. I've always said I think she is a wonderful woman and mother, and while I'd be sad for myself, I'd be excited for her, and I still mean that. I'm just so worried about her, she seems to be in a really bad place. I just want to go pick her up and make it all better... I don't knwo what to do. When I hung up with her she was going to call her pastor.