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Last year after years of infertility treatments I got spontaneously pg, and I thought it was a miracle. Even though I was diagnosed with Thrombophilia, and PCOS my OBYN refused to treat me for it and at nine weeks the baby died, and I had a D&C. Since then I've had about ten early mc. Every time I get a pos I try not to get my hopes up, and never tell anyone because I know in about two weeks I'll get cramping, and it'll be gone. I'm not on day 16 post o thins time it's gone up, and down and just when I think it's gone the next day it's still there. I'm on fragmenton injections, and wild yam cream
I guess it's hard being so alone with this....
Some times I feel like I'm screaming inside, and no one else hears.
If I tell people, or act sad, everyone starts calling it depression, and telling me not to let myself be sad.

Dear Purpleangel.

I'm so sorry for your losses. As a mother who lost 8 pregnancies to recurrent miscarriage before my sons were born, I understand how devastated you must feel.

Have you been on the fragmin injections the whole time? Did you lose a pregnancy while on the fragmin? If so, you might want to investigate further. If you do, please let me know and I'll provide you with some helpful links to medical centres that specialize in further testing.

My thoughts and prayers are with you dear.

Sincerely,

No I haven't been on framin for any of the losses.
I started taking it this time at about day 9 post o
It started going up a little then dropped(thought it was gone) and now it's gone up a little......
Purple

I started spotting this am when I did the HPT it came up positive(which means HCG is rising ) but after going to two GPs and calling the womens hospital no one will give me progeserone to stop my period from coming
So this one is now gone too
Purple

You need to contact a reproductive endocrinologist PRONTO. You can find one at a fertility clinic near you. Call them and tell them what's going on. Perhaps your GP can give you a referral.

Fondly,

I treid and no one if going to help, the contrations and bleeding are getting really bad now, it's problably too late....
I even called the womans hosptal emerg, and talked to a midwife and they said that they won't help me either
I keep hitting brick walls, one dr even said maybe you should just let this one go

I just want to say how sorry I am for all you are going through. It breaks my heart. Saying a prayer for you.
Hugs

Purpleangel,

This is just awful, there is nothing I can say really. I cannot believe the attitude of these people.

I feel for you and wish you strength.

Love,
Chris

I am so sorry to hear this sad news. I was desperately hoping that someone would help you in time to save this pregnancy.

I've been in this situation myself. I wish I could think of something brilliant to say that would ease the pain and sorrow that you are going through. Please know that I'm thinking of you and you're in my prayers.

Sincerely,

I"m feeling a bit detached from it right now, but my body is very weak and tired this morning I woke up covered in blood(sorry gross) and that was a bit scary, but yesterday I finally found a good Dr, and he said there is nothing he can do now but is doing all the testing so maybe next time I can avoid this...
I think I'll be sad later I'm gonna be sad but right now I need to concentrate on getting through this
I'm totally amazed at our bodies though how much blood we can loose, and still not die