Vanessa,
HUG! Well, keep the faith on your milk and your baby. God will give you the baby he wants you to have, just trust His plan for you and keep pumping. Perhaps you could go to the local library and borrow some books on tape or CD and listen to those when you pump ... watch TV, listen to radio, read, pray, etc .... distract your mind.
Hang in there, Sweetie.
Aloha,
Christina