Well, I nursed for almost 6 months with a Lact-aid, used dom (did the accelerated protocol), got BM, and now I think I'm winding down. I haven't nursed or pumped in weeks, but still can't quite stop taking the dom "just in case". I doubt if I pumped I'd see anything since I haven't nursed or pumped lately.
But anyway, my daughter is now eating a lot of cereal and I've decided to give her two 7 oz. bottles a day with her cereal and stop nursing and pumping. I never really saw more than 3ml per pumping and was getting quite discouraged. I'm not sure if I ever would have seen sprays, but having a toddler and a baby just really didn't allow me to pump as often as I should.
I am proud that I nursed my baby and I am proud that my body made milk for us (even though it was a very, very, very small amount). I think I knew all along that it was more for the experience and bonding than anything. I knew that I would probably never be able to feed my baby enough to meet her needs, but I did enjoy our quiet nursing times together.
I just wanted to say thank you to Lenore and to all the other wonderful women who helped me over the last few months. I couldn't have done it without you. I will be lurking and posting from time to time to offer my encouragement to other women!! Thanks again!