Found out we won't be getting that baby, we don't have our home study done.

That's ok, God has a home for him.
I really don't want to take the bcpills... I took Yasmin before and it gave me migranes, HORRIBLE ones. So I think I'll try Goats Rue. Can I get that at a local health store???
Thanks!! I've ordered the Dom from Inhouse, at least I'll be prepared for the other baby being born in Dec. We're still waiting to hear if the bm will accept us as the adopting parents.
Thanks again!
Jamie